8:36:00 PM
days are crawling by.
u noe the saying how when sth is not going your way, time seems to go slower? Well it is.. day after day is dragging by.. sigh.. lots to do.. chinese cct coming.. squash training getting more and more tiring cos we have to work "extra hard"
sigh.
i am SO NERVOUS.
it always ends up like this. michael gets some easy crap. kim wee, since he's so pro beats everyone, jonathan also uses his taiko power and beats the opponent, then my turn.. and i lose cos either my shots all hit the tine, go out, or the opponent uses some cheapo power and wins.
hows that for great self esteem.
i mean. if its some individual thing, then yeah, if i lose tts ok, cos its only me.
but NATIONAL SCHOOLS. AGAINST ACSI, HCI AND SJI
if i lose thats NOT OK.
argh.
immense pressure.
this sux...
haix.. sleepy already..
