11:07:00 PM
Deflated. Not much else to say.
I still can't quite get how I lost to Terry. Ok maybe I was a bit thrown off guard when I saw that at the last minute Ryn was replaced by Terry (SJI sec 3 captain), but still. :( Gah. Wonder how I lost. Not like I screwed up. The only thing I seriously screwed up was my screwed up drop. I hit so many forehand winners, and my backhand, which usually sucks, was seriously 0k. Seriously. How is it humanely possible for everything to go right at the back of the court and NOTHING to go right at the front. Damn. I gave a way at least 10 points serving out or hitting the tin with stupid drop shots. I even tried changing hands to drop, and that's fine during training, but today it was plain %!@#. Whatever.
Anyway, if it's some consolation, my next opponent is some super noob with a +6 handicap, so yeah, I feel consoled. Yay. Oh lol. Sports is all about making friends zzz whatever. Made a few JJC friends and this cute small guy who was helping to referee. But whatever. I still lost, so I'm still deflated. Rahh. :( :( :( :( :( :( :(
